She knew

She knew she was watched
Though not by who
Followed and stalked
It made her excited and scared
She often looked for clues
Speaking out loud
For whoever was listening
Alone she started dancing
She figured he had installed cameras
How many times was a window opened
When she always checks the locks
An extra key
The landlord perhaps
Dancing and stripping
Walking naked from bedroom to shower
Waiting for at night in her bed
Soon she became worrisome
Soon she unlocked the windows
Leaving the door unlocked while she slept
Soon her clothes became more revealing
Sexier, and screaming for attention
She walked where she shouldn't
When she shouldn't
Yet touched she was not
Every time a stranger passed
She would stop and wait
Though they just walked by
Soon her nights out
Found her at bars
Picks up she refused
Dances declined
Looking instead for him
The stranger
Her molester
Rapist
Soon she stopped driving
Subways and buses
New hang outs included bus stations
Soon her pants all thrown away
Skirts and short dresses
Panties burned
Bras only worn at work

The first time she was groped
She sighed in relief
Finally
Yet they misunderstood and walked away
The second
She spread her legs
The third she fell to the ground

She almost died
When the first cock was in her face

Tears coming when her breasts were first touched

Thrown on the pool table
She pleaded with her eyes

Her first taste of forced him
Like honey

She started to thrive
Even daring
Asking
Pleading
To be used and abused

Not a housewife
Mother
A lawyer